So I have about a day before I meet this little guy....at least so it's planned. (Always a chance my induction could be bumped if the hospital is busy.)
I can't sleep.
I keep getting asked if I'm excited. Yes, I am so excited. I have been wanting this little guy for a long time. Now I just have all the anxiety of the unknown.
There's no doubt I will love him. I've learned that with each of my boys, it's immediate. And it's not like I have to love the other less to fit in the love for the new one....it's literally like my heart grows. I love the swelling of the heart when I look at my babies for the first time.
I think all my anxiety is probably what all expectant mothers feel. Is he going to be ok? Will I get to hear that highly anticipated cry when he escapes my womb? Oh, how I hope and pray.
Soon I will be a mother of four boys.
I am the luckiest woman in the world.
1 comment:
Good luck Allie!!! He is going to be perfect and so adorable! He is blessed to have you for a mom! Love you!
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